in the back of the club arms folded cause i don’t agree with the music selection
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here is your gentle reminder that there are dandelions growing through cracks in the sidewalk. there is a fence lizard on the porch who is growing a new tail. there are trees growing through an abandoned house, branches tearing through the ceiling, ferns carpeting the floor. there is life pushing forward, pushing through.
have you ever felt like you really want to talk about your feelings but at the same time it’s like “nah no thank you, i’m okay”
you know those intrusive thoughts that are so horrible and so shameful and so disgusting that you cannot tell them to anyone in the whole world- not your therapist, not your pets, not even the Internet or a diary because they are so intensely revolting and sickening that if anyone ever knew them no one would ever want to even breathe your air again
I guess I still have my freeze response
I couldn’t speak or really focus and I was out of it but upbeat
I’m unsure of my boundaries already and because of you I can’t even voice them when they’re crossed

